Help!!!

Well it's official... DC is with Erika now... And she knows how attracted to him I was, so it's a bit strained at work... I don't care, I made out the work schedule today and she doesn't have too much free time this week (hehe).

I'm sick to death of all of them... There are no REAL men around here... Just guys who want you to let them come to your house for sex, but never ask you out... I hate guys like that...I HATE MEN IN GENERAL! They play too much with my head, but that's changing... No man is getting close to my head, my heart, or even my body for a long time.... Not unless a real man shows up, which in Hick County is not likely...

I did run into a guy that I dated years ago... He was a 34 year old married wild-ass biker, I was 17 going on 30... He is divorced and living in Jamaica now... White hair, white beard... Looks ANCIENT!!!!! LOL (he's only 54) Seeing him was a surprise, to say the least... But it was nice seeing him again...

Ya'll are going to get so bored with my life that I will have no readers left... HELP!! SEND ME A REAL MAN!!!!! LOL